"Love the one you're with" by Emily Giffin

An audio book.

A 100 days after marrying Andy (brother of best friend - ex-flatmate - Margot), photographer Ellen, living in NY, bumps into dishy Leo, the man who had broken her heart. Leo is going to interview Drake, a celeb, and gets Ellen the photography job.

Ellen's mother died at 41. Her sister Suzanne is a flight attendant with partner Vince who's wary of marriage. Andy's mother Stella runs the family. Andy wants to move back to work in his father's law family. Margot's pregnant - her husband's Webb, a sporty man.

Ellen and Leo sleep in the same LA hotel during the Drake assignment. She could easily sleep with Leo - she has a graphic dream. He manages to get the seat next to her on the journey back. They talk. She'd thought he'd dumped her but he doesn't remember it that way. She become unsure too - perhaps she'd made herself difficult to be with. He's in a 2 year old relationship with a medical researcher.

Ellen and Andy suddenly move to Atlanta. She compares it with the death of her mother and splitting it with Leo. She doesn't think about the consequences to her job, or the loss of friends. She thinks back to her wedding arrangements and finds things to be guilty about. She hasn't told Andy about her meeting Leo. When Margot finds out that Ellen and Leo have met she seems initially grumpy, then suggests to Ellen that they should keep it a secret. Among her new social contacts is Geeny, who, before Ellen, was Margot's best friend. Ellen doesn't like her new set of contacts. Andy at first defends them. She at last reads Leo's article and mail him to say it's good. He phones to tell her that he'd dropped into her flat after the break-up buut only Margot was there. Margot hadn't ever told Ellen about this. He now offers her another photo shoot - in NY this time. She tells Andy about the job but not about Leo. Margot overhears her talking to Leo and is outraged. Ellen meets Andy's ex, Lucy, at an event. She talks to Andy about Lucy, and tells him (on the eve of her departure) about Leo. They have a discussion where he uses his legal skills and she reveals what's been on her mind for a while (one of the few dialogues in the book when I felt that both parties were authentic). He tells her that if she goes, she shouldn't return. She goes. She has a good day with Leo on Coney Island (his partner broke up with him on hearing that he was seeing her ex) them goes to his flat. Her sister phones her to remind her what she's putting at risk. She kisses Leo then gets a taxi to her old flat. A taxi turns up with Andy in it!

A year later, she and Andy have residencies in both NY and Atlanta. She's happier and he's more understanding.

I thought for a moment that her strengths/weaknesses as a photographer would be used as analogies for her ways of dealing with the world - but it's not that type of book. The author tries to keep the final outcome in the balance, but Ellen's choices lack emotional weight. She repeatedly revisits the same dilemma, yo-yoing rather than analysing ever deeper. She makes commital actions without first considering the pros and cons, blown around by events. The consequences seem to surprise her.

Other reviews

• seriesousbookreviews (I really couldn’t care less what happened and that was because the characters were dull. I didn’t really like anyone and I just never connected with them. ... I’m tired of reading Chick Lit books with selfish heroines who don’t think clearly in anything that they do.)
• kara.reviews (she serves up a story devoid of real controversy or conflict, filled instead with stereotypical characters and a pre-packaged plot that has been microwaved to room temperature. Ellen is one of the most bland narrators I have encountered in a long time. ... like the main character, this book suffers from an incurable case of blandness.)
• thegrammariansreviews (The characters are at best a collection of clichés. Ellen, billed as our protagonist, often feels like a wet blanket ... Throughout the novel, I couldn’t shake the feeling that she was designed more as a vessel for themes than as a compelling character in her own right. ... Despite its flaws, Love the One You’re With has moments where you can clearly see a glimmer of insight; it just feels buried beneath an avalanche of familiar tropes.)

"Hypothermia" by Arnaldur Indridason (Hervill Secker, 2009)

Iceland. Karen, arriving at friend Maria's lakeside cottage, finds that Maria's hung herself. Erlender, a policeman, breaks the news to Maria's husband Baldvin. Erlender's son Sinderi and daughter Eva both have/had drug/drinking problems. He hasn't spoken to his wife Halldora for a long while. Eva would like him to.

2 years before, Maria's mother had died. When she was 10 she'd seen her father die in a boating incident by the cottage. A few months after, as promised, Maria's mother had appeared to Maria. Maria had been to a medium. Erlender listens to the tape.

A dying man asks Erlender if there's news about his son David who disappeared decades before. Erlander checks the case, finding that the son might have become friendly with a girl just before he disappeared. He also checks an old case where a female student Duna/Gudrun disappeared. He says he's checking these case for a Nordic project on suicides. He tries to determine the cause of the boat accident. He discovers that Tryggvi, a friend of Baldvin in his acting days, was involved in an experiment where his heart was stopped to see if there was an afterlife.

Erlander has a female friend Valgedur. Erlender's meeting with Halldora goes badly - neither had wanted to meet. She claims that he walked out. It's true that he didn't try to share custody. He reads Eva 5 pages from a book - an account of his brother's death. He and his brother had been stuck in a snowdrift. He visits Kristin, Maria's aunt, who tells him that Magnus was about to go off with another woman when he had the accident, and that his wife knew.

He learns that there were 3 in the boat and that Maria's mother pushed her father over the side in an argument. He visits Karolina, who was a student actor when Baldvin was. They'd met up again 5 years before and had become close friends. He meets Solveig, who had been Maria's father's lover. Leonora knew.

He thinks that Maria wanted to replicate the Tryggvi experiment. He thinks that Baldvin set her up with a medium (actally Karolina) who encouraged her. She unexpectedly recovered after the incident but killed herself anyway. A car is find in a lake. A man and a woman's body is in there - not suicide.

Other reviews

• Maxine Clarke (There are no dramatics in this story, no exciting set-pieces or thrilling climaxes. The book is simply a rich, thoughtful, mature and compelling work)
• Joe Hartlaub (Just about everyone in HYPOTHERMIA is a little bit off mentally, and Indridason does an incredible job of melding plot with character to create a bleak, gray storyscape that shimmers vaguely at the edges)
• readingmatters (there are constant recurring themes and motifs, particularly of lakes (Maria’s father drowned in one, the missing girl had an obsession with them), hypothermia (its power to kill, both accidentally and on purpose), suicide (“the act itself frequently came as a total shock and could be committed by people of all ages: adolescents, the middle-aged and elderly”), the after-life (does it exist and how do you prove it?), and being haunted by ghosts, both physical and metaphorical (“You have to free yourself from this ghost,” Eva Lind, Erlunder’s daughter, tells him, referring to the loss of his brother; “It’s because of Maria; she’s haunting me like an old ghost story,” Erlunder tells Baldvin, when he wants to know why Erlunder is hassling him about her suicide.))

"Somebody I Used to Love" by Eve Ainsworth

An audio book.

In 2022, Gemma is 32, living with Richard. They're both teachers. Her father died 27 years before in a house fire. Her mother is still struggling. V, her friend, wants a child. When Gemma was 20, Will gave up the chance of touring the States with a band to put down a deposit on a flat for the 2 of them. He's now engaged to Nicola and his brother is touring with the band.

On the 2022 anniversary of Gemma's father's death, Will crashes the car he's in and loses some memories. He thinks it's 2019 and that Gemma is his girlfriend. Nicola takes him back to their home. He feels like "a stranger in my own life". He doesn't like his new friends. He moves out to live with Gemma's mother, Di. He used to work in Mel's pub. She was a good friend but she's moved away. The last thing he recalls is an evening in her pub. What happened that night? Gemma still likes this old version of Will. She fantasises about him when in the shower. His brother Jack is on tour in the States. Will slept with his girlfriend Abby in the bad days.

We're repeatedly told that Will messed things up without us being told the details - variously excuses are given by people for not telling him or us. Finally we learn that Di's unextinguished fag had started the fire. She got drunk in Mel's pub one anniversary. Mel (banned from driving) drove her home. On the way she knocked Will off his bicycle. He'd seemed ok, but his behaviour changed. The recent knock seems to have undone the damage. Gemma doesn't understand why Will and Di got on so well, and still do. Di and Will talk about accepting the kind of person they are.

Will recalls arguing with Nicola about her buying too much. He recalls that he hadn't proposed.

We now get Nicola's PoV. She knew he never loved her. she manipulated him into the type of person she wanted him to be. She tells him everything that happened that last night. She visits Gemma, showing bruises that she claims were made by Will. Later, Nicola's brother phones Gemma to tell her that Nicola had been in the car with Will and had caused the crash. Richard had convinced Will that Gemma was pregnant by showing him V's scans. In the end Gemma decides to go travelling in a campervan, and Will going to join his brother's band. They'll meet up again in a year and see if they're still in love.

We're told too many times that Will messed up everything before we find out what happened. Will's voice sometimes becomes too literary ("still feeling insecurity gnaw at me", he thinks). Di has lofty moments too - "you refused to be drawn into negative thinking". In "What Alice Forgot" by Liane Moriarty, the main character loses her memory and feels like an imposter in her own life. She's puzzled that she fell out with a man who seems ok. She's more self-analytical than Will is.

Other reviews

• urban bookworm (they all come up with excuses as to why they can’t tell him. The guy has a brain injury! Surely someone would tell him? To me this plotline felt contrived to keep the anticipation building and pad out the book a bit – the whole ‘what did Will do?’ interested me at first, but by the time we finally find out, it wasn’t a surprise as we’d pretty much worked out what happened by then anyway.)
• Goodreads (3.6 at the moment)

"The Word Is Murder" by Anthony Horowitz

An audio book.

Diana Cooper (in her 60s) goes to a funeral director to arrange her funeral. Within 6 hours she's dead at home, found by a cleaner (Andrea, who has a criminal record) days later.

Horowitz, wanting to be thought of as more that a writer of children's fiction, has written a Sherlock Holmes book. His ex-policeman contact Hawthorn has been called in to investigate the Cooper case and asks Horowitz if he wants to write a book about it. Horowitz declines at first, then remembers that he turned down a chance to do "Mamma Mia". Horowitz insists that he needs to know more about Hawthorne first - married? favourite football team? - but Hawthorne is resistant. Hawthorne doesn't like Horowitz's first chapter - this book's first chapter.

Cooper had a famous acting son, Damien. When 52 she killed a twin and injured the other in a driving accident at Deal. She got off lightly.

They visit Judith Godwin, mother of brain-damaged Jeremy, 18. Mary O'Brien is still his carer.

They visit Damien. He has a wife and young child. He received a txt from his mother in her last hour, saying that she'd seen a significant male.

Hawthorne interrupts a meeting Horowitz is having with Spielberg and Jackson (about a TinTin film) to take him to Cooper's funeral. At the funeral, "The wheels on the bus" plays from the coffin. It was the twins' favourite song. The father of the twins becomes the prime suspect. Damien is killed soon after the funeral. Hawthorne gets the twins' father and their nanny that they were lovers - a contributing factor to the accident. Somebody tries to set the judge's house alight. They visit Damien's wife, who's with her father. She was neglected by Damien. She gets all his property and money.

Anthony visits the funeral director who paralyses him while he tells him what happened. He was Damian's rival at RADA. He tells Anthony how he killed Diana to get Damien back to England so he could kill him. Hawthorne arrives and saves Anthony - "You should have stuck with your stupid children's books," says the funeral director, who kills himself. The twin's death had little to do with it. Anthony and Hawthorne still don't much like each other though they're useful to each other and respect each other's skills. It's an interesting, edgy relationship.

Other reviews

• writerinahat (Author self-inserts are an age old trope and can be done to good effect. But I find them, to put it bluntly, uncomfortable. I feel like I’m simultaneously being lectured to by a real person while witnessing a caricature of said real person playing out the real person’s secret fantasies. ... The meta humour, the choice of a self-insert, and the bait-and-switch narrator were all intentional to build to this punchline. ... The plot is a story about revenge, and the book itself is a petty tool for revenge.)
• cafethinking ( The far more interesting aspect of the book and what makes it worth reading (for it is definitely that) is how Horowitz the writer, Horowitz the narrator and Horowitz the character work together as a kind of writerly and incredibly meta trinity.)
• debbish

"28 Portuguese Poets" by Richard Zenith (ed) (Dedalus, 2015)

In the introduction Zenith writes -

• [Melo Nato] broadly divided poets into bleeders, whose writing is an overflow of what they intensely feel, and crutch poets like himself, who write to compensate for what they lack in feeling (p.xvi)
• Mário Cesariny was the most prominent poet of Portugal's late-blooming surrealist movement, founded in 1947 ... he dedicated an entire book of poems to parodying and to deconstructing Fernando Pessoa and his heteronymic system (p.xx)

I liked "from The keeper of sheep" (Alberto Caeiro) and these extracts -

• The gods who gave us this path/ Of love that we call beauty/ Did not place it only in women/ Or only in fruit./ They also gave us the flower to pluck./ And perhaps we pluck with better love/ What we seek for using (Ricardo Reis)
• Around its silent centre/ The sunflower, falsely pleasing,/ Speaks, yellow and astonished/ By the black centre that's everything (Fernando Pessoa)
• I wake up from my dream .../ And I'm nothing (Florbela Espanca)
• I want to speak of houses as a man speaks of his soul,/ in the midst of a fire,/ next to the example of the wheat fields,/ learning the patience that watches them rise/ and die with a hint, a hint/ of beauty (Herberto Helder)
• sometimes... when I woke up/ it was because we'd arrived (Al berto)

"A little hope" by Ethan Joella

An audio book.

Freddie Tyler (female), 39, wants to be a writer. She has a daughter Addie, 6. She works as a seamstress 4 days/week for Darsie. Freddie's husband Greg, 39, is dying. He thought he'd eventually help Addie with her economics paper at 2am, that he'd play golf with her boyfriend.

Darsie wonders if she's too pushy a mother. When her husband died 10 years ago, her son Luke (about 20 then) got into booze and pills. His current girlfriend Hannah has pink hair.

Ginger, now a successful vet, used to like Luke. She still does. She wonders if he still sings on stage. She's been with her cute boyfriend Johnny for 2 years, but she has doubts. He has a son. She wonders whether to break up with Johnny. She looks for Luke. He dies in a car accident.

Kay and Alex (Greg's boss) have been together 50 years. Their son Benny died in a bicycle accident. Alex discovered that he'd had a daughter, Iris, by another women, Melinda. He told Kay, who didn't want to know. Alex kept in touch. Now when he's about to be a grandfather, Kay wants to meet the daughter.

When a student, Suzette returned from Finland after a week, bottling out of an opportunity. She's marrying Damon in 8 days and is having cold feet. Her older sister Liza died. Damon's friend Ahmed hasn't found love. He wants kids. He's falling for Ginger who's now broken up. He confesses his love for her.

When 4, Iris learned that her father Doug wasn't her real father. Her new dad Alex often visited. Now she's about to give birth. Dave, who she's only known a few months, is supportive. She wonders if she's making the same mistake as her mother, missing out on fun. The baby dies in the womb but she still has to give birth. She thinks about her half-brother Benny, dreams about him.

Suzette worries about her social services clients. When a girl who she's trying to help attacks her, Greg intercedes. He looks bad.

Ginger has found someone new - Ahmed. She visits Luke's mother, who's still deciding what to throw away. She's angry with Ginger, who saw things in Luke that she, his own mother, hasn't seen.

Freddie's accepted on the Iowa writing course. Greg has recovered.

An ensemble piece in a small American community. Over the course of a year there are births, marriages and deaths. Some people change greatly, some barely at all. I note that some reviews suggest it's more a story collection than a novel but chapters are chronological and are informed by each other, so I'd call it a novel. There's sadness in each story, the main Tyler story being the backdrop, an abiding source of hope.

Other reviews

• Kathryn Eastman
• Walter Cummins (With attention given to the complications of so many people, A Little Hope can be considered a novel in stories, but that category usually refers to a group of related pieces, each with its own resolution. In A Little Hope, the episode shifts from character to character depict a step in a life process, ongoing developments until the novel’s multiple conclusions, the various ways in which the characters reach an outcome to their pending uncertainties. The method is similar to that of multi-character, multi-plot dramas like Downton Abbey that juggle the issues of a group of characters, cutting back and forth episode by episode to advance the situations of each. The creative burden for the writer using this approach is to juggle a group of equally important characters, each with compelling personal story that coheres with that of the others for a larger significance. Joella succeeds.)

"Pain Songs" by Daniel Sluman (Nine Arches Press, 2026)

Poems from "Bad Lilies", "Ink, Sweat & Tears", "Poetry Wales", etc.

White space predominates - lines are very short; I think the longest stanza has 3 lines; there's lots of indentation, at tab intervals. The effect to me is like those melodramatic pauses on a reality show before the name of the week's eliminated person. I think all the c.1.5-page poems could be improved by being compressed onto a single page - or half-page. Only "Deserted carpark" is left-aligned - 21 couplets (cars?) and a final isolated line, all the lines about 5cm long.

Imagery abounds. For example, light spills, eddies and sputters. It's tilted over the world, it slips clean from the window, rolls over me. It pools into an open room. It makes for a pleasant read though I sometimes wondered if there was too much, as if the poet in a piecemeal way had replaced plain clauses by imagery even if the imagery didn't do much.

Here are some extracts -

• each night the bulb in the hallway/ sputters a ragged breath// until you twist it loose/ in your palm// pulling darkness through the flat (p.9) (or "each night the hallway bulb ..."?)
• the spray// of water lifting my car/ off the road// held momentarily/ neither in pain or at ease// between the ground/ & the air (p.16) (between the ground/ & the air? How?)
• I must ring the ambulance// & wait/ for the soft blue lights// to spill through/ the window & over// our sheets (p.18)
• MRI/ like a man about to travel/ a great distance// I slide my wallet/ & wedding band into the tray/ .../ before I am drawn/ into the open mouth// of the truth again (p.19)
• all night I've been waking/ to the sound of moths// striking the window// of our kitchen/ like scattered applause (p.24) (or "striking our kitchen window"?)
• the ceilings/ we are pressed beneath change// in aspect & colour// each evening they drop/ a little closer// in rooms that carry us/ from one year// to the next (p.37)
• time is always in deficit// catching up or catching on/ to something half-gone (p.38)
• we keep waking inside the notion/ of bodies in love// how one broken person// slides their tongue into another// until there is nothing left// of the sadness or shame/ that otherwise// divides them (p.60)
• the spasm of lightning// & thunder/ rolling its applause// over this half-decade/ we've built// our life into (p.64)